I gave you my heart. Maybe i didnt give enough. At last you are not happy, we are not happy and my heart drifted into nowhere.

Its seem like a Christmas tradition i will always write a long story to share. This year, i couldnt keep up with the tradition anymore. Not because its less joyous or more maddening, but my heart just stop halfway along the way. To think i posted and added those heads all together below like a mad person.

To think i given in. To put off dinners and all. To get to your world, do u mine too. To think i try to know more of the others. And i regretted my deeds in the past really what a lousy kid i am to those sincerely true. The patience i have lasted so long, i doubtful of myself too, will it wears off soon. Too dependant, yes its true. But lastly, I hope i have fighted for those worthy of fighting for. Time for peace soon.

Pissful when you can only drift about and not reach anyone in the end. Like a driftwood. Like a Christmas log, doesnt matters...

CHeers this Christmas.

I dun wan to see it anymore, really inside... come onnnnnn. so LOSER. But, yeah f it. Believe it, i am quite a believer of Lady Luck, its just running out on me. Lady F comes instead. However, just hang on! Jia You, i need Lady Lard more and moreeeeeeeeee........